That or I just have some sort of magnet in me that only attracts the douchiest douches of them all. That magnet also tends to repeal the good guys.
I really don’t get it.
You either have a girlfriend or are fucking every girl under the sun or are just a creeper.
Out of the guys that I thought were “good” that I feel for, one is engaged with a baby on the way (he found out when we were pretty serious), one cheated on me and is with some dirty little whore, and all the others found someone better than me, or someone that they thought was better than me.
Honestly, a lot of people think I am quite a catch, not to sound conceited or whatnot.
I love kids.
I love to play video games.
I can hang with the guys.
But, I have yet to find a guy that can see how special I am.
Okay, I lied. I have found guys like that but, not guys that I like. And I feel so bad for not liking them. They treat me like a princess and basically act like the sun shines out of my ass. But that is too much for me.
Boys who think I am perfect are not okay with me.
They are living in a fantasy world, and I prefer to live in reality.
I smoke, I curse, I drink, I do stupid shit, and these boys who see me as perfect can’t deal with that. And that is not my fault. I never said I was perfect. I will be the first person to point out all my flaws to you.
But all in all, sometimes I am scared that one day I will push away the right guy. I believe in soul mates and I just feel as if my stubbornness or my inability to like the nice guys will make me wind up single.
Well, I will always have my cat is all goes wrong.